TL;DR : Enjoy our lives while we still breathe.
Before I start this post, I wanna to say, this post is kinda a little bit scary and/or disturbing tone. There are also references to religion, especially Abrahamic religions. So, if you feeling happy today, I extremely advise you to didn’t read this. If you feeling heavily depressed, and considering if harming yourself may cure your depression, I hope this post can give you an answer.
Are you ever think, you’re currently exist to alive, breathing, and having a consciousness? Like how you’re even to exist on the earth? Before the year you born, you’re even inexistent.
Yep, in religion, its can be explainable if God wants us to live. Not just that, even the God give us a full consciousness over our life. Any actions from ourselves, is fully under our consciousness. Not controlled by God (although God already write everything in this life in a ‘book’), but at the end, when we met with God after we die, God ask us to take a responsibility of our own action.
And then, are you ever imagine if one day you’re cease to exist? Your brain losing a consciousness (brain dead) & you’re not aware with your surroundings anymore. Brain dead is permanent and irreversible. You can’t gain consciousness again after our brain is dead. God only give us a consciousness once.
So, if you ever thinking if your live is less worthy or you’re not deserving to live at this cruel world, think again, whats a good thing you have in this life? Yeah I agree, sometimes another sides of this world is too harsh & cruel, but hey, aside of the dark side, I believe there are bright side. So enjoy this life while we still breathing. Remember, YOLO. You only live once, because God giving us a consciousness once.
Seriously, if you ever thinking to take your life, hear this. When you lose your consciousness, I believe we’ll enter an afterlife. Tbh idk how to tell the afterlife is, but what I can guess, you’re already disintegrate with your body. You can’t control your body and your mind anymore. Its like you’re dreaming, two pair of angels will check our deeds and asking us about our God. In religious text, its said you can’t even answer the question from angels, your deeds will answer that. Yep, because we already lose of consciousness and our souls is already disintegrate with our body.
When we gain our consciousness again after that? Yep, at the judgement day. In religious text, its said peoples will asking “how long have I been here?”. Its because our god gives us a consciousness once again, but, not for fun as what we have now. At the judgement day, all peoples will queue to meet the God. Nothing we can do, just wait the queue. Once you reach and meet the God, you have two options. Entering the paradise, or entering the hell. Again, your deeds decides.
Almost all religious texts prohibit to take our life, considered as a sinful action. Whats happened if you do a sinful action? Yep, most likely God will angry towards us and pushing us to enter the hell than paradise.
So, after all, enjoy our lives while we still breathe. I believe there are a still plenty good of things in our lives, although there are some bad things happened in our lives that make us depressed, but hey, instead to bring ourselves into the dark of void from our depression, how about try to look the brightside? If you still struggling for looking the brightsides, ask for help, and try to talking with someone. If you’re too introvert and/or didn’t having much money to pay the professional doctor/psychologist/psychiatrist, you can search on the internet how to look away from your dark side of your life. There are plenty guides on there.
For closing this post, also don’t forget to pray to our God. Maybe, God will give us an easiest path to our brightside.